My Three Best Freinds.....

Yup I got three of them. Rachel, Jeremiah, and Steven. I know that each and every one of these people God put in my life for a reason.


Rachel! Omg there is so much to say about this Awesome woman of God. She has been in my life for 10+ years. I am who I am today as a direct result of her friendship with me. She encourages me in all things God. She has been there with me thru the bad the really bad and really really good. We have had our months of not talking and being mad at each other but we always come back as friends that much more stronger. I have messed our relationship up more times then i care to relive but Rachel has always shown me what the love of Christ is really like! Shes more of a sister then anything else.

Jeremiah....or as I like to call him...MiahThewSon. HA Ha. This boy I tell ya hes something else! Hes my brother with no blood involved. Except for the blood of Christ! Even tho I haven't seen him in almost two years I know that if I saw him tomorrow it would be like it was just yesterday. Hes has challenged me to be a better sister. To live who I am and not care what anyone else thinks. To make better decisions in my life. I love you Miah!



Steven....you ever had a friend where you know that you know that you know that God put that friendship together and no matter how much satan tries to lie to you he cant? That's how I feel about him. He challenges me to think before I speak and to know that the words coming out of my mouth are from God and not just my flesh. He has proven that not all people leave. He has put up with some real crap from me! He has openly given to me to the point it amazes me. I am blessed that he is a part of my life!


Actually I am immeasurably blessed by each and every one of these people. They each are true men and women of God. Each one has helped to shape me into the person I am today! God has truly blessed me with these three people. Thank you God!

I am BEAUTIFUL

Or so I am told.....When I look into the mirror I see a girl that weights to much. I do and I am not healthy..BUT does the mean I am not beautiful???? NO! I am tired of living my life by the world and its definition of Beautiful. I am tired of people looking at the outside only and seeing some rolls of fat and thinking I am not good enough. Or do I just think they think that? There are days I look at myself in the mirror and I see beauty and there are days I look at myself and I disgust myself. But you know what I have more to offer then simply what is on the outside. This shell. This covering of the important parts of me.

I am compassionate, loyal, fun, spontaneous, a good listener, a good advice giver, outdoorsies, exciting, passionate about God, out going, crazy, funny at times and so much more. Those things are the things that make me who I am. I am Beautiful. I have gorgeous brown eyes that tell a lot even when I don't want them to. I have hair that a lot of women wish they had. It can be straight or it can be curly with out much effort. My nose is just right. My lips are perfect. My ears don't stick out. My body is curvy, sure its need some work but doesn't yours too?? Ok ya mine needs a lot but I can do it to be HEALTHY not to be beautiful by the worlds standards. I have straight teeth.

I am Beautiful. I don't have to have makeup on the be beautiful. I don't have to have my hair done to be beautiful. Why cause God made me just the way I am and HE says I am beautiful. If you cant see past this outer shell and see WHO I AM. Then you don't deserve me!