A light at the end of the tunnel...

I see it. I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I see myself slowly coming out of the muck. So to update you all on what’s happening now. God has worked a miracle as only he can. The man has not walked away, but there is a definite understanding that we will never ever be more the friends...that he is not who God has for me. I had him read these blogs in hope that he would understand and in some ways he did. So we are friends and nothing more which is a good thing. God has called me to witness to him. And me just being me and being completely honest with him why "we" would never be I know is a witness to him. Gods going to do something in his life, I know it! I am slowly coming to a different prospective on how I need to think in regards to the "future" in it entirety. It doesn’t matter what I want or what desires God has put there I have to follow him even if that means being single for the rest of my life.... Don’t get me wrong I have not grasped this yet...I am trying to let it take me over but it scares me to give up hope. I feel if I give up hope I lose everything...but hey with God all things are possible!