New year

I sit here on the brink of a new year. So much has taken place this year that I wonder what will happen next year. Our pastor has been preaching about giants that we have in our lives. I have been asking the Lord since the beginning what some of my giants are. Today I figured one out. the hugest giant in my life is insecurities. I feel like I am not good enough. Like I am always doing things wrong. Like no one really wants to be around me they just feel sorry for more and so on. Recent things said to me have only made these feelings worse! But At least now i see this giant and I can fight it. I am tired of it ruling my life. Of it dictating to me and cause immense fear in my life. This year the giant will die!
I still don't have a job either but hey God has provided the whole and I know he will continue too. There's a job out there for me. I just need to be patient. Oh that word Patients. Its the hardest thing in the world for me. I have little to none and its always been this way But hey '07 is a new year. I am going to jump some big hurtles, kill some big giants, and knock down some Jericho's!