Woke up this morning

"Woke up this morning
And I just had to thank God for my life
Just read through James' book
Start to pray and ask God for a wife
It's a time of devotion
As I sit and speak to my God unseen
Why should He listen?
Well I love Him and He's in love with me

Why me God? Why should You choose me?

On your team God, can You use even me?

I think a few years back
On a road that headed to nowhere
No that You found me
I can see that You were always there
So great a salvation
But to You my Jesus what am I worth?
It's quiet times like this
I feel I get a glimpse of Heaven right here on earth

Oh, hold me in your arms of love
Sometimes I swear I feel your heartbeat
I could never ever thank You enough
But here's my life for whatever it's worth"

This song is by the OC Supertones.

Was spending some time with God this morning and this song kept going over and over and over and over in my head. I couldn't remember all the words so I goggled I (Google is my friend lol) Theses words are so true to my life right now. Spending time with God this morning was great. But there is still the heaviness about. This want of more. Particularity a man to spend the rest of my life with. Who wants children as much as I do. A man who loves God with his whole heart and life. A man of God. I know hes out there. I know its all in Gods timing. But I sometimes think God has forgotten me. Ya I know theres no way he could I know he has done so much for me lately but why isn't now the time you know?

I have to Praise my Lord because he HAS been so good to me. He has provided me this awesome job I will start on Monday. I have a roof over my head, food to eat. A wonderful family and so much more.

I woke up this morning and Just had to tell God how good he is! I woke up this
morning to beautiful sunshine. I woke up this morning more the anything to a God who loves me just the way I am!

Reading and what it does to me.

If you know me at all even a little bit you should know I LOVE LOVE LOVE to read. Cant get my hands on enough books most the time. Reading takes me into this whole other world. I guess for me its an escape from the right here right now and allows me to see how others live.

You see other people have always interested me. Yes I have been called nosy among other things but honest to God most the time I ask questions is cause it interests me. I like to know the whys and the hows and how did you get to that conclusions. I want to know all the meat behind whats right in front of my face. I like to know how they think per say. Books give you that advantage with out asking anyone a single question and possible offending them cause they think you are rude for asking.

Books also get me interested in things I never thought of before. Like here lately I have been reading Amish books. Those Amish do a lot of quilting and yes I want to take a class now on how to quilt. On one hand I think I am crazy and on the other hand I keep thinking who in the heck will take this class with me so I don't feel all alone. Ok but heres the real catch. I don't really like quilts. I know, pick your jaw up. Now you really think I am nuts. But think about it for a second. If I learned how to make a quilt when someone has a baby I can make them one. I can say I made it with my own two hands. That I didn't just tie two pieces of cloth together and give it to them (altho I think those blanket things are awesome I just think some more thought and time in it will be that much more special you know?) So today I looked up. A class I looked up a class I can take. Don't know if I can con someone into to going with me. But sooner or later when I get the money I am gonna take the class!

Yup till then I am just gonna have to dream. Hey if you think you want a quilt drop me a line!