Woke up this morning

"Woke up this morning
And I just had to thank God for my life
Just read through James' book
Start to pray and ask God for a wife
It's a time of devotion
As I sit and speak to my God unseen
Why should He listen?
Well I love Him and He's in love with me

Why me God? Why should You choose me?

On your team God, can You use even me?

I think a few years back
On a road that headed to nowhere
No that You found me
I can see that You were always there
So great a salvation
But to You my Jesus what am I worth?
It's quiet times like this
I feel I get a glimpse of Heaven right here on earth

Oh, hold me in your arms of love
Sometimes I swear I feel your heartbeat
I could never ever thank You enough
But here's my life for whatever it's worth"

This song is by the OC Supertones.

Was spending some time with God this morning and this song kept going over and over and over and over in my head. I couldn't remember all the words so I goggled I (Google is my friend lol) Theses words are so true to my life right now. Spending time with God this morning was great. But there is still the heaviness about. This want of more. Particularity a man to spend the rest of my life with. Who wants children as much as I do. A man who loves God with his whole heart and life. A man of God. I know hes out there. I know its all in Gods timing. But I sometimes think God has forgotten me. Ya I know theres no way he could I know he has done so much for me lately but why isn't now the time you know?

I have to Praise my Lord because he HAS been so good to me. He has provided me this awesome job I will start on Monday. I have a roof over my head, food to eat. A wonderful family and so much more.

I woke up this morning and Just had to tell God how good he is! I woke up this
morning to beautiful sunshine. I woke up this morning more the anything to a God who loves me just the way I am!