Friday, June 15, 2007

The one thing that Irkes me the most.....

I am NOT a lier! What comes out of my mouth is the truth. Let me just be really blunt here since not a whole lot of people I know read this. (some friends I have lately) I do not in any way want Steven. So will any one believe me? Nope probably not. It blows me away how I can explain to people that in no way do I want someone but they can turn around and say they don't believe me. Not to my face of course. Hes one of my best friends and I want the best for him! Thats it. I AM NOT THE BEST FOR HIM! I deserve better. Come on get real! YA this is bothering me a whole lot. it seem to my face everyone will say ya I see what you mean but sooner or later I find out they don't. They tell him they just don't know what to think. I am not Jealous when he talks to other girls. Will any one listen when I say that HE ASKED ME to keep him accountable. WHAT PART OF HE ASKED ME DOESN'T ANY ONE UNDERSTAND? For the love of God people. When he talks to trash ya I have a problem with it. Hes a brother to me for crying out loud! I am soooooo sick and tired of the crap. HE has told me things that others don't know. Things that he wants out of life and one of those things is a woman of God and clearly tramps at the bar are not women of GOD. So yes I have a problem with that! But will anyone listen to me nope they'll just keep on thinking I am lying to them with some hope in my heart for him...God gag me with a spoon. SO last time I do not want him as ANYTHING other then a friend. I could spell out all the reasons why but I think I have said my piece here.

P.S. I know you read this stalker......eat your heart out!

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