My wall

I realized recently that my weight is ruining my life. I am a lot more adventurous then my weight allows me to be. I would like to try sky diving. Why don't I? Cause I have a fear that I am so fat that trying sky diving will insure I will die doing it. In all honesty that doesn't even make sense I know but still that just the raw truth of it. I also would like to go snow boarding but why don't I? Cause I feel like if I do go snowboarding then I will definitely break something. Not rational I know but still again the raw truth of it.

So in conclusion I need to take back control........