Depression

At times I feel it all around me. At times it feels like a fog. At times I hear it knocking at my door laughing at me. I try to fight. I call upon God but did I do it right? Did God hear me or am I simply giving the depression more ammo to fire at me? No I have never been clinically (what's the word) proven or whatever oh ya diagnosed but I know its there. I know its there when all I do is cry all day. I know its there when all I want to do is sleep the day away. I know it there when I feel completely numb inside. I know its there when I cant think or function I just cry. But then I remember the song by Audio A " I've been beat up, I've been broken down, no where but up when your face down on the ground" Am I face down yet? Can I get any lower then this? Can it possibly hurt any more? All I know is I need God....


God I need you today right now this second. I need your Spirit to come in like a flood. I need you to over take me. I need you to heal the wounds. I need your prospective. I NEED YOU LORD!