Monday, September 25, 2006

Never ask God "How much more I can take?"

Last week felt like it was years long. God is bringing up some stuff in me and I am dealing with it all the best I can with God as my guide. Then Friday I just felt literally drained of everything! I almost felt like I couldn't move. So I asked God...How much more of this can I take? WRONG question to ask.

I now have no job.

BUT the best part about that is....I feel so calm in the midst of this that I know that I know that I know that God is right here beside me. That this is part of his plan. That that job was getting the point that it was tearing me up just to get there. (basically they acted like I didn't exist!) So no I am not making money but I am blessed! I am blessed that I have a father in heaven who loves me more then anything else. I am blessed that I AM in the will of God!

So who ever sees this...Please pray that I will find a new job fast....Or at least that I will understand where God is pointing me!

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