I am BEAUTIFUL

Or so I am told.....When I look into the mirror I see a girl that weights to much. I do and I am not healthy..BUT does the mean I am not beautiful???? NO! I am tired of living my life by the world and its definition of Beautiful. I am tired of people looking at the outside only and seeing some rolls of fat and thinking I am not good enough. Or do I just think they think that? There are days I look at myself in the mirror and I see beauty and there are days I look at myself and I disgust myself. But you know what I have more to offer then simply what is on the outside. This shell. This covering of the important parts of me.

I am compassionate, loyal, fun, spontaneous, a good listener, a good advice giver, outdoorsies, exciting, passionate about God, out going, crazy, funny at times and so much more. Those things are the things that make me who I am. I am Beautiful. I have gorgeous brown eyes that tell a lot even when I don't want them to. I have hair that a lot of women wish they had. It can be straight or it can be curly with out much effort. My nose is just right. My lips are perfect. My ears don't stick out. My body is curvy, sure its need some work but doesn't yours too?? Ok ya mine needs a lot but I can do it to be HEALTHY not to be beautiful by the worlds standards. I have straight teeth.

I am Beautiful. I don't have to have makeup on the be beautiful. I don't have to have my hair done to be beautiful. Why cause God made me just the way I am and HE says I am beautiful. If you cant see past this outer shell and see WHO I AM. Then you don't deserve me!